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Could someone please please please send me the On Your Shore album? I don't have any CDs at my apartment & this album isn't on my macbook :(
my e-mail is vander3@uiuc.edu
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[20 Aug 2006|04:10am] |
please please please
if someone is there
anyone
if you are there
I need you
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[19 Jun 2005|08:57pm] |
here on out... comment if you feel it necessary~
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[23 Oct 2004|11:08pm] |
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ive been sick for like the past two weeks.
blah.
uhm. i hung out with carrie last night. we went to the football game for the last quarter and then went to george's dorm to meet up with him adam and dan.. everyone got high ((but me)) how typical. my life is pretty lame.
im looking forward to hearing back from some schools hopefully in the next couple weeks.
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[20 Oct 2004|08:34pm] |
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what the fuck is up?
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| charlottteeee martin |
[17 Oct 2004|08:36pm] |
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saw charlotte again yesterday, my love.
she was brilliant, of course. stevens point.. was not. HAh. the kids there were lame. but the show was still awesome.
i dont really feel like writing. but ill write the little poem char wrote me and what she signed on my poster. and the setlist.
poster: "to the prettiest eyes in WISCONSIN & im sorry i didnt play up all night i will next time for you. char."
picture: (i think its one of her word trees... she was like hold on let me come up with something...) "see beyond your fear feel beyond your pain obsessed beyond your reason be because you're wonderful. char." <3
i love her dearly. she kept hugging me and we took pictures (i only got a few of her playing) but ill post them all at a later date.
yeah, it was a nice weekend. during the whole show i thought i was lose it and start crying and all the weirdo college kids around me would be like wtf? but i held up nicely.
SETLIST: ((or at least what me and char came up with when i was talking to her, she gave me her "fake setlist" but it wasnt at all what she actually played haha))
hmm..
Redeemed
Madman
On Your Shore
Black Hole Sun
((interlude with her talking about me cuz i wanted her to play up al night:: "see im completly controlled. you can find me after the show in the back at the merch table with the cute blonde girl up front. we havent decided yet if we are single or not.." =D which made me crack up. i looooooveeeee HER. and she apparently feels the same way ;) haha.))
Darkest Hour
I'm Normal, Please Date Me
Keep Me In Your Pocket (new song, that is excellent!)
Steel
Monster
yep. <3
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[13 Oct 2004|06:13pm] |
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"Hanging Around" by The Cardigans |
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havent updated an a number of days
my life has been crazy
homecoming was some insane fun. cleaning alyssas room and woodfield w/ alyss and carrie was a blast. the "after party" was pretty hilarious. we always think we're never going to see those guys again, but wait what? oh we end up back in jason carey's bedroom. go fucking figure. whatever it was nice talking with dan. until carrie came and ruined our FUN. haha. a good weekend indeed. OH AND ALAINE MOVED OUT. haha ... i mean a GREAT weekend, indeed!!
oh and i got asked out. =P
<3
charlotte this weekend. that is pretty much the only thing that has kept me going this week.
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[05 Oct 2004|11:51pm] |
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I LOVE BARACK OBAMA!!! <33333
he's seriously my hero. WONDERFUL speaker. BRILLIANT!
OBAMA for president 2012... or something like that ;)
=P
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[03 Oct 2004|07:07pm] |
i have the most insane week coming up.....
not to mention that its homecoming week, jane tomorrow, obama stuff tuesday, late night wednesday, homecoming saturday, helping alaine move sunday... plus having school, homework, working after school, tanning, working out, and trying to fit sleep in is going to be obsurd. and i promised myself i would finish my u of i application this week. it will be done. OOHh and i can find out my early act scores later this week.....
so promising, yet soo stressful. but. a 4 day weekend!!! rawk.
im kinda pissed though. at myself. im such a tard. i scheduled late night on the night of crowning and the bonfire... ahh ill be doing like 23353 things at once. buts its all love <3
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| im so alive now... ;D |
[03 Oct 2004|12:19am] |
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"Wicked Garden" by Stone Temple Pilots |
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sooo this weekend yeah. kinda not as exciting as i thought it would be but its been enjoyable. well. football game friday in the rain was ridiculous. carrie being drunk made it a lot better hahaa "IM GOING to HAVE SOME WATER" *pulls shit out of purse*... and the policeman trying to patrol the walkways is right next to me. CLASSIC!
today i slept A LOT. how unusual. i worked out (+!) and bill came over for dinner and hung out with him and my 'rents. laine left for flordia tonight. pray for no hurricans while she is there =\ umm i think things are weird with my friends, but they dont feel that way? so im guessing thats a good thing. but tonight carrie and i went over to renee's and watched some much needed sex and the city for about 3 hours <3. nothing like a night with the girls.
lesson of the night: dont get a dyke haircut. HAAAh.
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| ss-sss-tttuut-tutter much, george w? |
[30 Sep 2004|10:52pm] |
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god. watching the presidental debates was so frusterating. i cant even describe how many times i counted in my head all the grammatical and stupid errors bush made. he couldnt even stay in the same fucking tense in a sentence. wtf?
oh and i love how our newspaper wrote about people that use blogs and how we are either very secure with ourselves or we are very insecure there is no median because we want to be popular or some shit. WHAAAAT? yeah. halt. right there. im really disappointed in the first issue of the central times this year. although they really dont have a stellar staff like they have had in the past. surely they are not pacemaker quality this year.
ahem. i think i may just have to go write my first letter to the editor this year. ;) im gunna be such a pain in the ass.
and its either my tooth or this new herbal sleeping shit that i took that has given me this horrendus headache. ahh please go awayyyyyy
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| ill get medival on your ass |
[30 Sep 2004|04:42pm] |
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so my mouth is numb
it feels funny
and this weekend is going to be freakin awesome. and next weekend will be even better. dude... and in our newspaper.... how fucking hot is greg wunderlich? i think i might have to cheer for north tomorrow night... motherfuckingnshitIWANNABONETHATASSmmmmmm. =D
and i have written some of the most amazing stuff i have ever done. sometimes i love being evil. its such a good feeling when you know things are going to go right. things will be going my way......
and i must say I LOVE MY GIRLS <333333- thank you esp sam and carrie and renee for talkin with me today about shit.
and i got my homecoming dress, shoes, and bag! ((i have to go get the ribbons and lace for my hair and ill be set)) its gunna be HOT!!
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| he loves her more than he will ever show |
[28 Sep 2004|11:11pm] |
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"Swap Meet" by Nirvana |
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live life, love life.
dont depend on someone else for happiness forever. i am slowly gaining mine back.
hah and what a symbolic song im listening to for this post.
ive been writing a lot more latley. im actually back to my piano. i even picked up my guitar ((i know *gasp*)). oh how things are changing.
ill embrace it.
im going to write music. and never let anyone listen to it. ;) well. maybe someday.
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| i found the secret to life |
[28 Sep 2004|05:24pm] |
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i cannot wait for all this college bullshit to be over and done with. i know i'll be a lot less anxious and more settled once and i know where i'm going and what i'm doing. these next few months are going to be like a curse, but after that life will be grand! =D
and ka;glkdgjdkg;dskgjFUCKING steve, when the hell am i going to see you??? i miss ya brothaaa.
anyone up for dress shopping sometime soon? ... cuz sam and i both need dresses like.. in less than 2 weeks- ahhh! homecoming is going to rock my world. and anyone else that is skeptical about it in our group- it will be INSANE FUN! <3
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| sometimes i hear my voice and its been... here... |
[26 Sep 2004|12:56pm] |
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"Silent All These Years" by Tori Amos |
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i am so lonely
its weird. once i actually feel good about things for a couple of days. it all comes back to haunt me.
almost like a relapse.
i stopped crying for the past week or two when i listened to certain char songs. but now when i listen to those songs. it all comes back. i hate this
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| i am so weird! |
[22 Sep 2004|07:33pm] |
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yearbook cover = designed and looks like the shit
well in theory.
ANDDDDDDD?
nothing. i need a more exciting life.
friday night is going to suck. but saturday night ((hell no morning)) better make up for it. and i need to figure out homecoming plans. WHATthheeeeeeeHELLLL areeeeeee we doing?!??/ fehgt.
essay?letter of recommendation?application?transcripts?testscores? gotta love senior life. i cant wait til 2005.
2004 has sucked some big blue balls so far and i dont think this will get much better til end of november/december. SOooo lets loook forward to all the awesome shizzat that will begin Jan. 1st 2005, bitches!!
whatever. this was a gay entry........ trying not to click "post"..... damm...n.....i...................t
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| you only break my heart YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH |
[21 Sep 2004|10:27pm] |
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"Innocent" by Fuel |
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im pretty drained already.
and its only tuesday.
friiiiick
deadline 1 has officially started. thats about all the exciting news i have goin on right now. blahzzeze.
i have a meeting with mr jam about college stuff and my classes on thursday =\
and i wrote bill a letter about writing me a letter of recommendation for UWM today at work.... hmmm............ we shall see what will come of all this
*crosses fingers*
ive decided that im not going to send my application out to madison til i get my test scores back from this coming up weekend. mid-october. im still pretty ahead of the game. in the meantime i can contine to work on U of I and Daytons applications..... and perfect my essay(s).
im off to do what i do best- study for the act...riiiiighhhtttt =P i need to.dagjldskgjdgkad;kjg
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| whore.fuck.your.drugs. |
[20 Sep 2004|07:26pm] |
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soooo
this whole writing essays for college apps isnt really happening on my part haha. i realllllllllllllllllyyy cannot wait to get all of my visits out of the way so i can decide what schools i am serious about, therefore i only have to fill out the minimal number of applications possible.
fudkckjgkdhgd that doesnt make sense. i guess ill go draft my uwm essay now...
and i worked til 630 today. christmas season has begun at united financial. meaning i'll be working a lot for the next 3 months crazystyle! i have a feeling this is going to be a lousy week =\
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| quoting from lauren's journal..mmeeehhehehehe |
[19 Sep 2004|10:27am] |
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"The Girl I Left Behind" by Charlotte Martin |
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"meh. I love how this journal is pretty useless. It's basically saying, 'HI I'M fROm NapeRvILle tHis is WhAt I dID tODaY SkeWl SuCkS Omg iM gaY.' Sweet. I don't know where I'm going with this. But I basically start to annoy myself when I'm just summarizing my day. Because who cares? Though I must say its better than having to read some shit, 'i hate my life. i cried one thousand bitter tears and repaired my emo glasses today. EVERYONE ON THE BUS IS SO PLASTIC.'
hahaha.
the bus."
LMAO! lauren youre a such a funny nut. <3 mad love <3
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